How do I deal with childhood trauma I was molested by both of my older cousins and even continued to be cool with one of em and we even smoked togeather and shit but I geuss it took a lot of time to understand he kind of luared me into it but I was like fucking 9-10 and I typed a big paragraph and was gonna make a post with him tagged in it on my main page just cause I want people to see he’s sick and he’s not who he says he is I made the post and archived it 2 min later cause idk it didn’t feel all the way right and the type of person I was before I started my awakening his head would be caved in and I would be back in jail for the 14th time but I’m trying different things and don’t have a single friend it’s just me and my girlfriend and now I’m causing problems and just need some advice from like mind people I geuss