Ok so my dad is lightskin my mom is lightskin, growing up I thought I was white. Whenever my dad showed me pictures of my mom when she was in prison i thought she was white because her skin wasnt black. I grew up in black neighborhoods, all my friends were black, I had little white friends. When I turned 12 I found out that mixed race people exist and even though my skin isnt that dark at all I’m 67% black 21% white and 12% something asian. So I know I can say Nigga but can I say it with the hard r? The rapper Logic is even whiter than I am and he says it. Whenever I say it to my black friends at school even if I’m jokingly saying it in a racist way they dont get offended, yet when I do on the internet it seems like more people I know are white are getting upset than the people I know are black. Now these internet people dont even know my race so i dont see why they go by this “Everyone is white till proven black” mentality. Tho my skin in very light I do still have black features such as my lips nose and facial structure, and literally everyone else in my family is just a straight black person theres no white people or other lightskins besides my uncle. My dads dad was lightskin but my grandma is just a regular black woman. On my moms side my grandpa is a black guy named Tyrone but my grandma is a lightskin woman named Kathy who never says the n word at all. I have one lightskin sister whose just as light as me and all my brothers are just straight up niggas. So do you guys think I should be able to say the hard r or not?