Idk why people downvoted this comment when you’re showing incredible class.

For those who don’t get it, OP is referencing the hit 2005 film Cars starring Owen Wilson, Paul Newman, Larry the Cable Guy, Bonnie Hunt, and former U.S. President Ronald Reagan. The film has a lot of nuance and displays a lot of maturity in the way it handles the topics of grief and loss. Part of this is the main character, Montgomery “Lightning” McQueen, being unable to communicate the complex thoughts and emotions of his enlightened mind, and instead expressing himself through his trademark catchphrase, “ka-chow”. All said, it’s a very difficult concept for people to comprehend and so it shows a lot of intellectual talent for OP to use the phrase properly.