The Worst Day Of My Life

i am 30 right now, this is the worst day of my life.. :i’ve always been an outsider, spending 24 hours a day on tf2, my dad gave me 500 dollars recently to “get my life back together” aka, turning me into a normie NPC, oh boy how he was wrong, i was actually not a normie boomer like him, i decided it was the startup to my tf2 trading careeer, i already was well known in the community, but i wanted bigger!, so i decided to trade for unusuals, keys on marketplace tf, (not da fuck, it means team fortress) i had a lot of items by the end of my marketing place thingy xD, i was basically rich, so anyway, i was out of the 500 my redpilled “Father”, and now i was a good trader! anyway, it was 8pm, we ate dinner, i went to bed. the next day i played tf2 so long!, and again, another boring day after, i ate dinner with my boring npc sheeple red pilled “family”, so i decided to play until 4am, i sneaked 10 things of beer! i drink a lot and i was drunk, went to bed at 5am instead of 4, 🙂 , and i got a trade offer from some dumbass!, they wanted to give me 5 BURNING UNUSUAL TEAM CAPTAINS, FIVE, and for an australium medigun! i have 5 australium mediguns! he just had to get them, and he had to check my inventory for duped items, so i gave him the stuff, he accepted the trades and all was well, he’d give me back my stuff tommorrow, or so i thought……, i went to bed, going to sleep, woke up at 2pm, loaded up tf2, the kazotsky kick music was playing, i checked my backpack… nothing was there… he scammed me, 500 dollars worth of unusuals…. keys.. all gone, and what do i get? an empty backpack, with happy fucking kazotsky kick music playing, i was torn, cried for 3 hours, my dad walked in and i told him everything, caled me a dissapointment, and i cried even more, he left my room……, we had a silent, completely silent dinner with only the sounds of me crying, i dont know what to do anymore, what the hell…. that was the worst day of my life.. i dont know what to do now, but at least i have my reddit friends, fellow outsiders, what to do? 🙁