To seek the Truth.

I started a way of life by seeking Truths.
Truths about everything,
People, the world, Reality, Everything.
And that has transferred me from a self hatred phase to a self love phase.
It’s an Unbelievable transformation for me,
And for any human being.

My life before it :
I hated myself,
My thoughts, words and actions were all misaligned because I did not believe in anything and I did not start for anything,
And life seemed tough and unkind and unfair,
And self hatred reflected in my diet and life style,
Why would I feed someone I hated and someone I perceive as worthless, piece of waste, why would I feed and care for a parasite?
I was that parasite,
I eat anything and everything but healthy,
I was very reluctant toards hygiene,
All this self hatred reflected in my actions and in my words,
I lost my friend,
Intentionally or unintentionally,
I lost them all,
All gone,
Just like that,
And I was left alone,
Isolation go to me,
Lack of self-respect lead to people having and showing no respect,
Which again lead to more deterioration of self-respect and more isolation.
I cried myself to sleep,
Now more nights than before,
I was too much of a coward to harm or kill myself,
I just couldn’t do it


The One Night that saved me:
One night when I was crying myself to sleep,
I’ve had enough,
This time something extremely deep and painful struck me,
It was extremely painful to bear,
Too strong to ignore and excruciatingly painful to live with.
The pai was rising,
Tears we’re unstoppable, like a river from the highest of the oceans,
It was all too much and I wanted it to end,
Oh how much I wanted it to end,
It’s was now more painful than all the pains of my entire life combined,
And I was crawling, Rolling, shaking,
Breathless and helpless,
Something, something came and that thing,
That one thing,
It whispered something,
I did not hear it,
It seemed as though it was whispered to my soul,
Now the only thing I remember is a sudden enlighten I felt as the pain disappeared.


Now:
I since the, have seemed to have unlocked a part of my brain I never knew was there,
A part of me that seeks meaning and reason,
The part of me that is hungry for Truths,
Truths about the world,
Truths about Life,
And meaning of Everything.

Now if I do anything,
I first ask Why?
If answer isn’t a Truth or is not Meaningful,
The answer is No.

And seeking Truths,
Seeking Meaning,
And doing it all ith absolute Courage,
And have absolutely no Bias or presumptuous.

This I find is the most valuable gift of God to me.

Businesses, Systems and The World.
It is an Amazing Journey and Work.
If you Believe in living a Meaningful life filled with Meaningful Relationships and Meaningful Accomplishments,
If you Believe in Being a Valuable Human,
And if you believe that Unbiased Truth is the only thing Worth Pursuing.

If you want to Find Truths,
If you want to Find New and Better ways of doing Things,
So we can build an Amazing Definite Optimistic Future Together,
If you understand and appreciate our individual Uniqueness and our Differeces,
Yet Understand that we are but one Human Family.
You will find Meaning in Life.