For years, I’ve been putting on a mask. Lying to the people I see everyday. From stores to parks. It hurts when you just have to bottle everything up. And smile.
Today my dad finally crossed the line. I’ve been putting up with his abuse since I was a toddler. Getting beat to death. I tried to keep it a secret but I don’t care anymore. I’ve been abused so much that I’ve lost my self worth. And my self love and self care. I’m packing my bags right now, and my dad is telling me he wants to kill everyone and himself. He has armed himself in his room with two boxes of fully loaded green tip 556. And a custom made Spikes tactical m4 Carbine. He also has an HK45 with hallow points. And multiple suppressors rated for 556 and 45. The house I’m currently in might get swatted because of his actions and he might also kill me if I get in the way of anything. If something does happen to me. I just wanted to say you all were amazing. And thank you for the memories.